about almost 3 years ago
I think I’m so terribly lonely that I’ve convinced myself that this solitude, this aloneness is what I need more of. My standards for relationships are so high and yet my reminders to myself that I should take it easy have brought little… what is it with me, laughing and sighing as I tap through online acquaintances’ Instagram stories, living vicariously through them, telling myself that this love that I’m chasing is possible alone