feels like i’m doing something wrong. can’t even be depressed correctly.

watching the lead of this movie and I feel a shiver… why do I feel like I know him, intimately? Like I’ve touched the back of his head, where the hair is longish and soft but so thick that it makes his neck look very very narrow and sticks together in little tufts… the brain is so 3ffing weird

keep going, my dear. humans have been asking what this all means for hundreds and thousands of years.

I’m not *just* *depressed*. I need to stop minimizing it. I must let go of everything that isn’t mine. I need to loosen my grip on the things that I do not know.

repeated sharp pain in left boob on, every other heartbeat