He didn't listen when I said stop, none of the five times. I must be crazy, but I seem to be fine. I seem to be calm. I felt earlier like something had been placed on pause— the atmosphere or my pulse or my synapses firing. I think it is back to normal now, but it has been a whole day and I don't remember what around me used to feel like normally. I wonder what will happen to me. The other seems exactly fine... I am at a loss about his ignorance of the meaning of the word.