Never in a million years could I have believed that my wedding day would be a day I would want to live over and over and over again due to how enjoyable it was. I loved every moment and every aspect of it and I am grateful to my husband for making it unforgettable!

rough never ending day where my body is my only target. i haven’t had dinner with mackenzie in a few days. i miss sky’s arms. i miss miles, and i’m so angry at him for dying. and i’m angry at myself for being angry, so i guess the world is burning up in front of me. a 70 degree november day was never on anyone’s wishlist. i miss when anything could happen, or when the fabric of my life was so strong.

i’m starting to understand the runner’s high. even though people have been noticing and complimenting changes in my body, i was not in this for the aesthetic. i want to feel strong, and today i did. i felt alive and powerful. my legs could have carried me forever.