was sleepy, wanted to nap, couldn't, got grumpy...being 22 is the same as being 2

overheard tess telling ava that she thinks i don’t like her, that every time we interact it just seems like i don’t like her. ava replied, “she’s like that with everyone.” i don’t want to be this kind of person. i try so hard to be friendly but somehow i keep coming off aloof and standoffish and bitchy. it’s not fair

there’s something wrong with me

the perfectionism is eating me alive. never have i had such a burning desire to write and been so excited about a project only to squeak out like 100 words in a whole day.

hey, gun to my head, i will let people love me